It’s the 19th of October which means it is also the nineteenth day of Blogtober! Today I am answering my questions based on 18th October.
What made me feel enthusiastic today?
I was made to feel enthusiastic by the fact that the day was Friday! I have had what feels like a long week and have some plans I am looking forward to over the weekend so I was glad to wake up to it being the last day of the working week so I can concentrate on my plans and projects over the next few days!
What drained me of energy?
I decided to try and be more cheerful in work today and tried to make an effort to be happy and not let anything get to me much. That saying of “fake it until you make it” kept going through my head and on the exterior, I was trying to appear upbeat and cheerful but inside I was groaning and just wanted the day to be over. It was exhausting.
What did I learn about myself today?
I learned that I just can not plaster on a smile if I’m not feeling it as it seems even harder work than just going with how I feel. I’m sure I would be a terrible poker player as my expression would give me away, either that or after an hour I’d need a laydown and a nap for a few hours!